The
Cosmic
Observer

I began on my spiritual path when I was 16 years old. I came across the right hand path or the path of love and light. I was quickly able to make more sense out of this reality and what I was living in. Eventually I hit a dead end when I turned 18 and had to let spirituality go completely to embark a journey into "the real world". A few years later when I turned 21 I looked around and my life and made the conclusion that I wasn't happy with what I was doing or where I was at, so something needed to change. I came across a book on "summoning the 72 Goetic demons". I quickly read through and began invoking the spirits one by one. I found that I was having very real experiences. I was seeing huge physical and mental changes in my life almost immediately. A few months later my entire life was changed for the better, so I continued down this path. I was led to Lucifer, in which I created a contract dedicating myself to this path of self development. To which I was quickly initiated through the Tree of Kabbalah, the tree of life (Sephiroth) and the tree of death (Qliphoth). Through these experiences I was able to die to myself many times through intense pain and suffering. I took who I thought I was and completely ripped myself apart using the darker side of evolution. I wasn't afraid of the consequences because for me this was life or death, I could not live a life of illusions. I had to get straight to the point and was willing to do whatever that took.